forbidden desire

I look at you while fighting my desire
My whole body burns like it is on fire
My conscience is like millstones around my neck
I'm sweating panic; I'm a wreck
My barriers break, my hand moves closer to you
My mind tells me no, it’s wrong what you do
My body keeps going, as my lips slightly spread
As my minds objections are tarred to shred
My skin is on fire, but my mind is ice cold
Just watching in terror, how things unfold

I close my eyes, warm greatness between my lips

It comes with a bad conscience, due to my slip

When I sit in the dark, my whole body shivers

Nothing left of the pizza, not even slivers